Keeping the faith:The best of 2015

To be honest, 2015 was a year full of changes, both happy and tragic. I faced many challenges that put me to test, which almost shattered my faith in God and myself- but I never gave up.

 

2015 started with a nightmare as my first job at a famous mall here in my country. My ideas and expectations in corporate world was changed and made me think twice if I was really meant to work in that confusing, fast paced, changing world. Then here goes my second job-which was a lot more difficult than I thought. I was always making mistakes, the feeling of not fitting in and so on. I was having a hard time adjusting in my workplace- even until now, but then I realized that I must face reality and this painful happenings won’t last forever.

To make things worse, my aunt passed away last July and I was feeling guilty and all since I didn’t get a chance to thank her for all the things she had done for me, especially that she was the one who took care of me when I was a kid. It has been a long time since I felt this kind of regret- that If I just told her and bonded to her more while she was still alive, I won’t feel this pain.

But then, I decided to count the happy memories I’ve had last 2015- and it was already enough to say that I’m blessed. There are those times that I want to give up- but God reassured me that as good things comes to an end, so does sadness. And that’s the purpose of life-always changing. And to survive this game of life, we must always keep the faith.

Thanks for the memories, 2015 and I promise 2016 would be my year 🙂

#BeginAgain  #HappyNewYear

 

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