Haz lo que te haga feliz

Awhile ago, I’ve met with my college friend of 5 years and I told her the real happenings in my work place. She also related to me her previous corporate experience, how she realized that its not really meant for her and decided to pursue her passion- multimedia arts.

I was inspired by her experience because she followed her heart, and I can see that she’s enjoying what she has right now and never regretted it. While here i am, disappointed on how everything turned out in my career, full of regrets.

I know you will think I’m immature, sensitive or what but yes, if that’s what I am then i really do. I finally realized that i don’t care right now at all and I will pursue what I really want in life- to apply in a company near our house, in a position where I could really show my strength, and study web design. My friend is right: If you don’t love what you are doing, then stop it- because it’s pointless if you continue doing it.

I’ll start submitting resumes tomorrow, I really mean it right now. I can’t stand working in my company for another year. I’m so sick of my Job, all the people around in my workplace, everything. It’s not helping me.

I’ll promise that this year, I’ll make my goal happen: to do what makes me happy. 2 years is freaking enough. I’m already done.Β 

Before the year ends, I’ll make sure that this will all happen:

  • Resign already in my current work.
  • Find a job that will suit my personality and increase my self- confidence, not to shatter it.
  • Find a side job related to art, music- something about my passion.
  • Travel out of town w/ friends or possible, out of the country πŸ™‚

I really want the first two to happen because I’m getting sick of my current job right now and worse, I can’t stand my boring social life anymore. I really hope that the next company I’ll be into would be fitted for me. It hurts to say that, the longer I stay in my current job, Β the more i begin to hate corporate life. They say that everything happens for a reason, but why oh why, I stayed here in the company? Oh yeah right. Because I have no choice.

But this time, I will now have a choice. I will now stand up for myself. I want that day to arrive, that I will finally say goodbye to this shit, boring and robotic work life. I’m beginning to imagine it. And not looking back, not giving a damn to all those people who judged me without knowing me personally.

I swear this will all happen. I must make it happen.