Lost and Found

I was once lost,

nearly for 2 long months.

My suffering seems to last forever,

far away from my happy ever after.

 

I’m on the way of redeeming myself,

from all those great mistakes.

I promised myself that I will turn a new leaf,

and face life without fear.

 

My prayer has been granted,

and I’m now back on track.

I may not change what happened in the past,

but I could start all over again.

 

The lost sheep has been found,

her shepherd is now proud.

The past was just a minor setback,

and now’s the time for her major comeback.

 

 

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7 years and counting.

Just want to tell you guys that I’ve been blogging for 7 years already! Time flies really quickly and I know that this blog is a witness of the many crazy changes in my life and on how i post too 🙂

Last night, i back read on my blog posts and i teared up on some parts (not kidding!) because i began to miss my teenage life a.k.a the golden years of my life. My posts back then seem hopeless, i mean i thought i would never graduate and here I am, working for almost 2 years already. I also laughed on my posts about my puppy-love crushes and I cringed in some parts because I was so cheesy back then. (ewww) haha old self y so stupid 😛

I think what makes this blog important is because almost all my memories are stored here and my past posts inspire me to continue and be hopeful of the future. I never realized that I’ve accomplished so much in life, thanks to this blog that recorded almost every happenings of my life, from daily rants to social issues, and of course unforgettable memories w/ my loved ones.

So here’s to more blogging years for me! Happy 7th, WonderCrizel 🙂

 

Bad Choices Make Good Stories: Cheers to College Years.

After almost a month, at last I’m back here ! Many changes have happened in my life, but right now i wanna start with something happy and memorable. Last December, I finally received my diploma and words are not enough to express how i felt. 20141217_185205

Memories flashed before my eyes- how i went through harsh and beautiful experiences, and how i learned and grow up. I remembered when i started my very first sem, my mom accompanied me to the gym and I was so nervous at that time that i even told my mom not to leave me. I’m such a baby 😛 And I remembered also that I was sad and missing my high school friends, and not giving a damn about what’s going on around me. I didn’t know back then that College would be awesome, although High School is way more awesome. And the best part ? I grew into a better and stronger person.

I experienced many things i never thought i would, like joining a dance competition and won 1st place, joining a cheerdance competition, acting infront of many people and so much more. College has really pushed me out of my comfort zone and although its difficult, i went through it and discovered something new about myself. And that’s really cool 🙂

But then, not all of my College memories are happy. I failed two subjects, lost some friends and feeling of not fitting in. Honestly, I experienced culture shock when i came into my school- people are very different compared to my High School. It was very liberated, and people there are not approachable compared to SSI, that’s why I only have few friends. At first, I was disappointed because I thought I would a find a group of friends like Melmanrene (my highschool clique), but then i realized that Melmanrene can never be replaced, and sometimes, few friends are enough than having a lot of friends who are not true to you. I met a lot of people – weird, goofy, friendly,nerd, immature guys and bitches that made me learned a lot about life, family, friendship and love. For those who are consistent on reading my previous posts, I’m sure you know about my only crush in college. Haha. 🙂 Unfortunately, we had a sad closure and he made me realize that I would never lose myself just to make a guy fall in love with me. Love comes in the right place and at the right time.

I made a lot of bad decisions, but those decisions made me who I am today. And that experience is still the best teacher. I stumbled and fall, I stood up and moved on. My outlook in life when i was 15 yrs old changed a lot after I graduated from college. I became more mature and more of a realist. I’m still a hopeless romantic, but balanced now. And I’m proud of it.

Lastly, blessings in disguise does exist. When I failed my two subjects, i thought its the end of the world and I would be forever failure – but it lead to some surprises. I gained new friends, discovered some new potential in myself, and I improved a lot. That’s the circle of life. We lose something, and then we gain something 🙂

One thing I learned in college is that, mistakes are proof that you are trying – and living. And that bad choices make good stories. And this post is an example. 🙂

#CheersToCollegeYears.